Sunday, August 23, 2009
BLOGSPOT CAN SUCK IT
Yes, blogspot can suck it.standingovation.tumblr.com, see you there.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Back From Gutters
*Squints into the camera lenses. Narrows eyes and blinks.
Moreover, this was just your plan. Manipulation of words, oh stop it.
They say, time will heal all wounds. I do not agree. In time, scar tissues would cover up the wound; protecting the mind's sanity, always coaxing into deceit that it was never there. The pain lessens but it is never gone. Time was always fate excuse to hurt more.
Wheres my fair share in life. :) I love peeeektures. Makes me happy in my special angry place. :D Sakhothai, sakhothai. :) Hokay. I wanna write in between the pictures cause it usually sticks together which usually sucks big time. :) Better say your last goodnight now.
The pangs of despised love, is sickled o'er a pale cast of moon.Pffffttt...
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
Yeah, life throws you curvesBut you learned to swerve
Me, I swung and I missed
And the next thing you know, I'm reminiscing
Life as we know it. How beautiful life is, and how ironic I love it to be. Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake I thought I had done. Dodging, squeezing through the marketplace, up the clocktower; running away from those shadows. Because, I always justify with myself. And the rationalising brings back memories that I want to block out, thus the need for running away. However clean one's hands, one's ears were of necessity open. True. Masking every lies of every aspect of life, bringing me serenity. Though the truth is out, the heart refuses to acknowledge it, thus the cleanliness of one's hands. How filthy our ears might be. Let Macbeth's curse fall upon anyone who spoke such words, and will.
Classic, thats how we roll. :D
And in the end I guess I had to fall-
Always find my place among the ashes.
I want to stay in love with my sorrow,
But God, I'm gonna let it go.
Monday, August 3, 2009
BLOG WHAT SPOT
BLOGSPOT HAS SOME ISSUES. I can't post any pictures and the toolbar is missing. I won't be posting for a while. Call it a hiatus whatever, just know that I DONT LIKE BLOG WITHOUT PICTURES. Its like a monkey without a banana or a chooby without a jordin sparks. :D
Saturday, July 25, 2009
You Are Not Alone
More pics with Vics and Eng ChuanI just saw Haley's comet, she waved
Said "why you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared,
Somewhere in this stratosphere.
Sometimes goodbyes are the second chance
Like it, love it, I know right. Dont hate me cause you aint me. Sorry im doing those rhyming stuff now. Sigh, I thought my new hair will make me feel better. But NO, Im still feeling upset over dumbledore's death and people kicking my chair at that dramatic moment in time.
Feeling rather jaded. Time has been passing so fast. Everything is in a whirl. You spin, you spun and its gone. Thats why life has to chottle for me. However silence isn't as wonderful. You don't know what is happening when its silent.
Im in a ranting mood but its okay. Spare you the trouble. But tomorrow is another day. (:
Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you
Why? Don't just follow your heart, lead it.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Jackass
My long awaited facebook profile picture. xD
I know the world can be a brutal place Please don't let it steal your smile away
I scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming
Come and hold my hand
I want to contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
Been jaded for the week that just passed by. Emotions doesn't fuel you, it never does. It always leave you vulnerable and weak. God fuels. Not sure I understand.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Never Did, Never Will
Nothing is gonna bring me down. Right, I don't feel like saying anything. Uhhh, have a great week ahead.
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks but i can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Yesterday was hell,
But today i'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all i ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
Because you tried to hard. Give it up, you are stucked in your predicament. You whispered into the night, no one heard you, and no one will. Give it up, blame the world but never blame you. Give it up, and fall apart yourself. But you never did care for it did you?
You don't need answers. Answers are mere words placed together to pacify your logical mind. Follow your heart.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Simply Inhuman
I do things my way. You needed help, I gave you. Who are you to demand it from me. I do it my way.
Its confirmed questions are definitely more powerful and significant than answers. Because answers does not satisfy the question's need. The article is still haunting my every moment.
Its disturbing to know that human kind has this twisted sadistic nature. Haha, maybe by following Avelene by watching nobody's dance would be a great idea.
The thought that I have been trying to hide has been surfacing ever since. Fatigue, its overwhelming me.
Its not easy.
She says we've got to hold on to what we've got
It doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot
It doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot
Love always keep you hanging for more, and that voracious appetite would grow. So be careful of your weary soul, the tears do devour you. Who are we to judge and determine what is love. For everything else will fade away and we are reduced to nothingness.