Friday, January 30, 2009
Sunday Bloody Sunday
Today is bloody sunday in Ireland years ago. Haha :DMs Kaur played a U2 video for the history on bloody sunday. Bourno woo hoo. Nick said that paramore did a cover, and he added that hayley cant sing.
*Hysterical moment
School has been completely a total wreck for me. I was caught off guard by teachers as they were eyeing me. Sheeesh, and everytime it comes to chinese lessons, the song "I hate this part" keeps playing in my mind. Is it me? Or when I see math equations the room spins. And I do pay attention in class but
Heres a distracted moment
Me: Ms Nur, I did the long form
Ms Nur: What is the long form?
Me:[Says the long form]
Ms Nur: Elizabeth, we are doing question 5 already.
Whole class uproars.
Philip: Wah Elizabeth I really didnt want to say this but you made me. Frigging blonde.
And I copied the answers on the wrong questions. :(
Philip: Lucius, you realise we didn't talk to Elizabeth for 10 minutes.
Lucius: Ya hor.
Awkward silence
Philip: See la you made her sad.
Lucius: [His standard] "What I do?"
Philip: You can't make her sad, only I can.
-.-
If you wonder why I am talking about guys instead of girls. Its because I am surrounded with guys. Lets have an insight on what kind of species are there in my class. =(
Shawn: *Takes a green pen from my pencil case.
Pravin draws a :) on my worksheet, claiming to be Melody's trademark.
Shawn: Can I write all star converse behind your small shoe?
Philip takes my calculator cover.
Pravin thinks my reaction is interesting.
Whaddya think, I circus animal ah. Now you know, I can't help but to stereotype guys now.
Before I forget, Happy b'day Jia Qing and Cyril. :D
P.S: Sec 3 life is killing me.
I can't take this any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Run
The Earth is big, bigger than you can imagineRun, run to the ends of the Earth
Find solace in the ocean's shapeless form
The agony of life drowned
The warmth of the sand
Burns back feelings
And for once, for once
You believed you have escape
Mi amour, vous avez perdu.
My love, you have lost
Oh fragile life. Does it really matter what is the order anymore. Questions are indeed more powerful than answers. A change is taking place, but no one, no one will know.
Voices. It is just another silent movie in my head. I'm tired, tired of it. Stop comparing, stop please. Confusion, has invaded the serenity. Its falling apart, I am.
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface
If I could just see you
Everything will be alright
Monday, January 19, 2009
Nestling
I am officially going on a hiatus. So if you are a vivid reader, I'm sorrai. Guess I needah get real for awhile if you get what I mean.Where are you?
In this screwed up sinful world, where humans still exist
In this hit and run world
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
Save me from this road I'm on
Take it, take it from my hands
A brief report on my class
Lucius is mean because he treats me like his phone book.
Kazuki and Philip is annoying because they like to disturb me, Kazuki will say Eliza then Philip will say Beth. Its annoying because they do it all the time.
Pravin also follow Kazuki, BUT at least he felt bad.
Benedict is the nicest of all because he helped me scold Kazuki.
Haziq is cute, that paedophile.
Fahmi is nice because he agreed to be my dummy.
Im into latin songs now. :D
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile.. still stays on
I'll top the bill, I'll earn the kill,
I have to find the will to carry on with the
On with the show
The show must go on
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Man-nizer
Delicious!I can't make up my mind. Should I marry a turkish,mexican,hawailian,spanish or latin.
Turkish - I always thought they were young and hot cause I've been there.
Mexican - They are so cool with moustache and such.
Hawailian - I always wanted to be in Hawaii, the guys there are gorgeous.
Spanish - My spanish onion get it.
Latin - RICKY MARTIN IS LATIN!
Anyways, I just realised MR NG IS FROM MY CHURCH. Shocking. He is teaching A Math. Oh cryst, stop it with the cuteness thang. Hohoho, he wants to be my tuition teacher. :D
Sheesh, I realised that Leon who is teaching lower secondary math is also from my church. No wonder when he called my full name at the audition I was like who is this weirdo. Haha. :)
Well I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music do you
Friday, January 16, 2009
Where You Go?
I miss you Belle. Haha you still have my picture eh? D:
Sheesh. I feel so guilty. I won't tell you what, but I am guilty even though I am proven not. Well its complicated, so forget it Haha. AND today isn't my b'day. Santa Maria, I had a few b'day wish on sms, and a few phone calls in the middle of the night.
I was late for the meeting, and when I reached, I thought the classroom was spinning.
Me: Oh gawsh Im dizzy
Ms Goh: Is the classroom spinning
Me: YES YES, thank God I am not the only one.
Haha. :D Yes I am partly to be blame because I put my b'day as 16 Jan on friendster. Friendster is not my friend anymore. Haha, anyway thanks though.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Twilight Gone Wrong
My sexy cyril niccolai is my facebook friend :DMe: I know what you are.
Naz: Say it, out loud.
Me: You are a... [Silence]
He gave me the [you-are-spoiling-the-twilight-mood] look so....
Me: I know what you are
Naz: Say it, say it out loud
Me: You're a womanizer, woman womanizer, you're a womanizer oh
HAHA :D
#1 thang I did wrong. I used slang in biology correction. Haha, I used the word chill and ain't. I didn't even realise. I wrote "The xylem ain't no end walls" :D
There comes a time when every bird has to fly
At some point every rose has to die
Teach a man to fish
You’ll feed him never lie
There's so much sad gonna flood an ocean,
We're all in tears from a world that's broken
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Make It Obvious
My past doesn't appeals to me anymore My stress level has reached its peak
Only God knows when all this will end
Past has caught up
Future decided to speed up
Father, father I can't do this anymore
I left my out my goodbyes
Till we meet again,
Im sorry Belle
We had many times together
Australia seems so faraway
7 years is forever
What happen to the good old days
A hectic world is gonna make cheese out of me. I want to be a spanish onion not a spanish cheese. :(
Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings
I’m fallin’and all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Simply Beautiful
I continued wandering aimlessly, all alone
A faint sigh painting a stroke of white
In the ephemeral nature of the changing seasons
Tears overflowed without any reason
"Even now I love you..."
The continually falling sadness
Changes into pure white snow
Through it all, I raised my head to the sky
Before this body disappears, now,if my wish reaches you
Please hold me tight just once more
We didn't understand each other and
Hurt each other over and over again
Even at those times you were always kind
I cut myself on the suddenly surrendered ring
As our promises to each other were not granted
"Even now I remember..."
The fading memoriesare too brilliant as always
I wanted to be closer by
We can't meet again but
You were always close to hold me up
Just you, don't change yourself
I can't erase those last tears you showed me
Even if I disappear along with this white snow
I want to always bloom in your heart
We held each other close don't forget that warmth
Even if you love someone else
I'll never let go of the sound the last I heard of your voice
I want to fall into a deep sleep
The continually falling sadness changes into pure white snow
Through it all, I raised my head to the sky
Before this body disappears, now,my wish reaches you
Please hold me tight just once more
"Please hold me tight just once more..."
[This song is so frigging sad, although its in japanese. Oh and the guy is gackt he looks like L [Kenichi Matsuyama]]
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Melody this is for you. We could do this darn tagging forever. Oh and sulynn tagged me as well. OKAY I ain't doing this quiz anymoreAnd I have another quiz from Calister. But its so frigging long that I refuse to do. Crazy.
1The person who tagged you: Melody Ng Hui Zhen And Sulynn Chong Ching Chong
2.Your relationship with her: M:Best friend [she hopes] Haha S:Fellow Jordin Sparks lover I hope haha
3. Your 5 impressions of her: M: Crazy, Anti-drama, fun, Pro-kevjumba [eew], Nonsense S: Dramatic,crazy,funny,a-lousy-chinese-speaker,duckling
4. The most memorable thing that she/he has done for you: M:Sneak away with me from [you-know-what] S: Said hi to sarah for me when sarah ended the phone call
5. The most memorable thing that she/he has said to you: M: "We should go Hawaii" [finally] "EH I AM TALKING TO YOU" S: "My spanish onion"
6. If she/he becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on: Both: Goodness knows the list could go on
7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will: M: Set her cat on fire, turn her cheep the bird to a really cheap bird, wrap her up with kebab. S: Call her mum? haha
8. What is the thing you want to tell her/him now: M:I think Hayley is pretty S: I love singing
9. Your overall impression of him/her: I’ll give both of them a 8.5/10 :)
The rest I have done so long suckers
And oh how I miss my mates homie. There is so many people to be missed. Maddy came back on Christmas :D Haha I almost couldn't recognise her when she shouted chooby.
I dreadfully miss lots of people. Seriously, didn't know it was that [fill-in-the-blanks] :( Guess as time goes by I will get use to it. I know this is kinda random but Melody did the quiz haha. Shocking! She tagged me back so I think I will do it. I just don't feel like thinking too much. Many bad memories I guess.
I don't think anyone would read my blog, even if they do, they won't understand the mix up feelings I have. Spending too much with my church homies have led me into thinking that school is church. Sigh. I think we should really form a secondary 3 study group soon. :D
Today.....
Today....
Today...
Today..
Today.
Today
Service was awesome. I don't feel like talking. But after service we did drugs right Angeline? Played table tennis and squash. Tiring. :(
Father,father
I'm ready
Well won't you let it begin
Cause I am here now
I want to dance in the mighty palm of your hand
Haha Jerome doesn't believe that my class has 20 people. Hehe
Saturday, January 3, 2009
1. The person who tagged you:Kristie and Angeline 2. Your relationship with her: K) She is my wife A) My rather jealous girlfriend, we broke up don't know how many times. Haha
3. Your 5 impressions of her: K)Joy-ful,nice,awesome,powerful,penguin A)Cheerful,laugh-a-lot,powerful,annointed singer,duck.
4. The most memorable thing that she/he has done for you: K) Dance in front of me A) Laugh at my cold jokes.
5. The most memorable thing that she/he has said to you:K) "I am so hurt" A) "Hahahaha"
6. If she/he becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on: K) Nothing A) A lot of things haha no la joking.
7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will: Smack both of them to papa new guinea?
8. What is the thing you want to tell her/him now: K) Whats up my homies A) Eat your turkey filled with onions
9. Your overall impression of him/her: Both of them are God-fearing, leaders in the making
10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you: I don't know leh.
11. The character you love about yourself is: Im awesome
12. The character you hate about yourself is: Im too awesome
13. The most ideal person you want to be: Christ
14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them: Queue up for your autograph. :D
15. Pass this quiz to 10 people to see how they feel about you:
1)Melody [I doubt she would do it]
2)Joy
3)Kelly
4)Maddy
5)Shaun Chew
6)Yi Shin
7)Jomain
8)Mandy
9)Sean Lee
10)Leonard
16. who is n.o. 6 with?
I can't say, but its me la. Haha
17. is n.o. 9 male or female?
Male :D
18. if n.o7 and n.o 1 get together, will it be a good thing?
NONONONONONONONONO
19. What is n.o. 2 studying about?
Waiting for her O level results
20. when was the last time you chat with n.o. 3?
At the bus stop, just. [Stop it keith]
21. what kind of music does n.o. 8 like?
Cheena piang songs
22. does n.o. 1 have siblings?
Yup 1 brother
23. will you woo n.o. 3?
Kelly I won't forget what you told me in the imaginary room. I can't steal her away from [fill in the blanks]
24. how about n.o. 7?
Nah, I'll think about it.
25. is n.o. 4 single?
Haha, I'll skip this.
26. What is the surname of n.o.5?
Chew sounds like choo right.
27. What is the hobby of n.o.1?
Dancing
28. Does n.o 5 and n.o.9 get along well?
I guess so, their name sound alike
29. Where is n.o. 2 studying at?
SACS well few days ago.
30. Talk something about n.o. 1.
Yeah we should dance at the bugis fountain one day.
31. have you tried developing feelings for n.o. 8?
I've tried and she reciporcated quite well.
32. Where does n.o. 9 stay?
Iceland I think or was it Greece?
33. are n.o. 1 and 5 best friends?
I don't think they know each other
34. does n.o. 1 have pets?
-.- A cat and a bird. That is why her email is za_cheep. Her cat is called pitza and her bird is called cheep get it?
35. is n.o. 7 the sexiest person on earth?
Haha yes.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Mates day out. :DI have a really good teacher
An awesome class
Turns out I love school.
Its rather saddening to see Phua and even melody struggling with their classes. Im sorry dudes D: you guys will get use to it bah :D
On the lighter note I met steff,justin,guo xiang. Sadly I didn't meet clement.
Is it me? Or is random people adding me on facebook. I know I ain't much of a facebook person so I just accept but I realize I got some guy and girl from Kranji Secondary, guy from switzerland, a guy from Tunisa [where is that] Okay I think its me hahaha. Oh my I am going bonkers.
I miss mrs tan and mr rash loads, I don't know how my mates are surviving out there, many missing 2H. D: And this darn emotional song beautiful by christina aguilera is making it worse, I miss Josiah and his nonsense, Ernest and his haircut, Syafiqah and her smile Melody and her absurd laughter, cryst and her usual icy pose, Jia Qing and his random jokes.
Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Words cant bring you down.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Firstly its new year.
I stink
My spacebar is spoiled and it sucks typing slowly
Im bleeding
I ate some pig organs and I didn't know it
I am gonna bathe now
Back
My limewire isn't working
I managed to suntan today
I realise that my close friend is weird because she calls people ice queen when they don't reply her message with a smiley face. :)
I just realise I have a choose life know drugs sticker on my table
While trying to fix my spacebar I cracked it
I convince my friend that sheeps moo
My thoughts are all over the place and I'll just speak my mind
I miss my bff :( ipod where are you
I am uppersecondary now
Curfew is 11 hahahaha :)
Okay how was that for a kickstart into the newyear. OKAY, it sucks trying to type with a spoiled spacebar. I'll try to keep it short and sweet. I shared my testimony today and I admit it was kinda all over the place, haha I just spoke whatever was on my mind, I didn't prepare for it at all. Haha. :D
Played tennis/squash with girlfriend and my brother Ben
Watchnight was awesome.
So let's make a Christmas wish together
Lets hope the best of dreams come true
Lets make the spirit last forever
This is my christmas wish for you