Friday, May 29, 2009
I'd Come For You
The eyes are the window of the soul. They are your own eyes and the haunting is an unfulfilled desire of craving for companionship. Winds of change.
You know I can use somebody.
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night
Thursday, May 21, 2009
It's You
Speak of remorseSpeak of guilt
Speak of anger
Speak of emotions
Speak of resentment
I had it
Insecure -Everything feels like a movie. Cut the trance. Rid the chase. Save us. You're my last hope, don't fail me now.
Let me ramble for once - Before you call me emotional and wrecked piece of meat, this is a disclaimer. Haha
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I'm oblivious to everything. What will you do, if you were thrwarted towards everything that was wrong. Plummeted against your own heart's cry. Compressed from every side, the immune-ness had been crushed by outraged battles that had formed inside your head, causing you to hurt badly. I blamed God for the sudden turn of events. I did. Wrong, you don't argue with he who creates lightning.
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I should stop running away. But I can't face it.
Nothing is what it seems, its all so messed up, so complex. And my vexed impatience is only making matters worse. No one, would understand my agitation, no one would find me, at the corner of First and Amistad. I am becoming empty and hollow, I admit, but one that can survive dryness, is really something. Trying to phrase my frustration into words is difficult.
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I never did like ritualistic
I never did like rigidness
I never did like routine
I never did like control
But like is subjective
And never, was not a choice
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Reality, it hurts so damn bad. I wanna run, away from this screwed up sinful place, where mindless creatures exist. From all this mess, maybe for a moment, I believed I was free. The voices I can't stop, the words I can't phrase, the heart, I can choose.
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Speak of remorse
Speak of guilt
Speak of anger
Speak of emotions
Speak of resentment
By the grace of God
Speak of guilt
Speak of anger
Speak of emotions
Speak of resentment
By the grace of God
It would be gone
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Congratulations, if you have read this far.
But what can I say
What can I do?
But offer this heart of mine
All to You.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Love
A team, a group; brought together by God. Still, we are merely individuals. We go our on separate ways in the end.But love is blind, and lovers cannot see, the pretty follies that themselves commit. Im sorry mate. Time would lessen the pain, but the pain is never gone.
Im in the mood to be right. Tell me.
One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now
Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Oh Sneeze
Epic win! Enlarge it. Its super funny. xD
Scribbles furiously, raises head, had a glimpsed of Ms Goh, opened my mouth, the sneeze is about to come out, gone, bent back my head, continue to scribble furiously. All this happened in one nano second, imagine how stupid it was.
That moment was priceless, especially my retarded face in front of a teacher.
Ever had that second when you are in the middle of a conversation, and you just had to pause there to try and sneeze. But the sneezes just dont come out, and when you try to talk. It sounds like you breathe in helium. Oh crap helium reminds me of chemistry. :(
These moments had been caught by teachers. Teachers do laugh for once. Its insulting, That is beacause I am sneezing-ever-so-much. It gets annoying when I dont sneeze but I feel like it. So much for exams. I took away the xoxo gossip girls' post is because some people thinks that im becoming a bimbo by watching that show.
I wanna getaway to hawaii or africa's jungle. Tomorrow is my last paper. Horror movie on the way - I need an onion right now. Bye
*Sneezes
Monday, May 11, 2009
XOXO
Blair: [after being humiliated by Catherine] She made Waldorf rhyme with Spears! I may as well have gone commando and held my party at Nyla's Burger Basket.
Serena: Fine. While you stand here and feel sorry for yourself and denigrate the fine people of Kentwood, I'm gonna go find Dan.
Blair: Squash? I'll squash YOU.
Chuck Bass: It's just a game, Blair.
Blair: Not to me, Basshole. I like him!
Chuck Bass: So do I. And apparently he doesn't have too many friends.
Chuck: I thought you might like to meet my friend.
Blair: Why, so she can warn me about the effects of too much botox?
Catherine: Blair, is it? I'm Duchess Beaton.
Blair: Duchess? Nice to meet you.
Blair: Duchess? I'm so sorry, for what I said about the botox .Your work is flawless.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Signal Fire
But what happens to logic then...?I need a signal, a spark, something to cling onto, faith builder, anything. Nothing don't matter no more. Breathe, please.
Im done listening, to your fool-hardy lies.
You're giving me too many things lately. Handling, fumbling, bleeding and eventually stumbling. Still I choose, 252, signal of life.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
I Had Leg Cramps
Ever had leg cramps? Haha anyway.Thank you everyone, for being part of my b'day. Or whatever you called it. I shan't list out all the names cause I can't really remember besides, it would be too messay. :D I wanna thank
My family members for the fish and co. Making me stand on the chair. With the sparkles. :D
My school mates. For ridiculously calling me the night before my b'day and at 12 am to wish me a happy b'day. And a few others that tried to call me on my handphone in the morning, but as I was sleeping I refused to pick up. They started trying to call my house phone. [And of course the smses]
My church mates. For surprising me at 12 am with a "cake". I was woken abruptly from my sleep. It was a pleasant but tiring surprise nonetheless. :D Of course the watching of wolverine and the nonsensical remarks on it. Thanks a lot.
Will update more later