Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Dancing Into The Moonlight
We meet in the night in the Spanish café I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
Tomorrow will come, it's time to realize
Our love is finished forever
Just one last dance
Before we say goodbye
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's like the first time
Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance
The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
But I know, tomorrow
I'll lose the one I love
Nice sweater eh. :DDDDD
Have been mugging these days. For the first time, I stayed on the topic of history for more than 1 and a half hours. Yeah and studying makes a block of wood out of you. Im serious. When I was walking home, I was oblivious to my surrounding. People had to call out and whack me to get my attention, happened a few times.
Studying is a drug, without the addiction.
Another dance song, a really sad song. Enjoy while I get back to my history. Adios.
Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him,
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love, to dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal
One final glance
One final step
One final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
Cause I'd love love love to dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I'd pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she' s dying to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Hold On
Sometimes in this world, It's hard to get a grip, I think I'm going to fall, I think I'm going to slip, But I don't want to die alone and cold, I wish my name would stand out in bold, And I wish I'd be a hero to someone, But I'm losing all my joy and fun, And It's so hard to just realize The only thing we truly have is our lives, And we only get one shot at this maze, And devistation is just one phase. Find something worth fighting for I promise you don't have to cry no more. So hold on.
You fought your way up to the wall
But you haven't gone past at all
While gazing with tear filled eyes
You just can't help but ask why
If trying hard is what it takes
Then why does it feel like a mistake?
The world has taken its side
You just wanna run away and hide
It's tough, there's no one to turn to
I hear screaming inside you
Feels like hell's all you've been through
Hell's all you've been through
Hold on
Don't stop your breathing
I see your dreams and I feel them too
Hold on
Don't lose your faith
I know you can't break
I'm hoping and praying for you
All your peace seems far away
But you know there comes a day
When everything's so bright
All the darkness you feel subsides
And in the rising of the sun
You can finally say it's done
The world will take your side
And your heart will start to shine
I will be holding onto you
There is nothing you can't do
I will try to be strong
Will try to be strong
Hold on
Don't stop your breathing
I see your dreams and I feel them too
Hold on
Don't lose your faith
I know you can't break
I'm hoping and waiting for you
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Carrie Prejean ftw
EDIT!!!!!
Im the one in pink. Above the guy in red. Sigh, I miss sarah already. ):
IM ON HEROIN, woooooo hoooooooooo. Personal brand of it eh. Speaking of which, it sounds like a twilight line. Oh well.
Carrie Prejean. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDPerez Hilton can go sit at a corner and become a miserable onion. Well if you have not watched the news or youtube, ms california stood up for her beliefs. How awesome is that. Reminds me of Jordin Sparks. Sigh. This crackpot perez only hears what he wants, argh, somemore scold her b and c.
This event totally brought me to my senses, it defies the law of justice, lashing out all the political misdeed unto her, why not Obama?
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A social misfit, cheeky grin, ugly face came unto the stage. Got mocked at first glance, many people were against her. Yet she sang beautifully, it was a privellege for them. The irony was set.
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A child born to slums, dirty, parents abandoned him, resorted to dirty means to make ends meet was found on national television, starred in a movie, acted so beautifully. And his step mum and mum fought to get him because he was a star. The irony was set.
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A mother, finally got pregnant. Miscarriage on the way to the hospital. Her only child, the desperate cry of a mother was heard. Yet she sang, all of my life, in every season, you are still God, I have a reason to sing, I have a reason to worship. The irony was set.
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A woman, washed out to raging seas. Dying a painful death of 3rd degree burn, thirsty, slowly but surely dying. Cried out in the desperate need, and was save. At the moment when mortals would give up hope of living, she kept 100% faith, and was save. The irony was set.
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Tell me, why ironies happen. Its because society choose what they want to hear and see. Everyone is entittled to their own opinion. Choice is a heavy responsibility, its also the reason why ironies are created.
Tell me am I ever gonna find my Angel
This life.
I've got him on my mind again and
Though I search I never win.
I'm told that if you seek
You shall find your Angel
Though I'm,
I'm throwing most of my hope aside,
But still praying
I'll be found in time
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Stop Trying
I just had to put his picture inside.Im just too lazy to tag the photos in facebook. Here are the bonuses. :DDDD
You can fail everyone, but everyone can't fail you. Everyone is gonna die alone anyway
You can fail everyone, but everyone can't fail you. Everyone is gonna die alone anywaySomeday you'll find me. Alone, tired. But never sorry. I'll be everywhere, caught beneath the landslide, hurl against the current, anywhere, but here. You never understood. So stop trying.
More pictures another day.
When we touch,
I can feel we've got a chemistry
Can't get enough,
Watch ya when you stand so close to me
I've got you
Under my skin
Friday, April 17, 2009
When All Is Said & Done
Sam: You told me everything when you were drunkEli: I-I quitted drinking long time ago.
Sam: You drank 1 cup of beer and said everything
Eli: [Sheepish smile], I have to quit bragging as well.
I am proud to be the photographer of the photos. Heheh, sucha nice photograph by me eh?
I realise I haven't been posting of what has been happening to me recently. Well, while waiting for Ms Nur I went to Hawaii, met up with Jordin Sparks, had 10 starbucks chocolate frap and came back. Yes, wanna wait for Ms Nur, might as well wait at the airport.
Maaath, maath, math. Why does it sound so familiar. Anyways,
Croakroaches babies are eggs.
End of conversation.
End of conversation.
Geog book
Jock book
Hey its jerk book
Jerks the table
Face planted in soup
SYF is over, and I would certainly miss the seniors and all the above nonsense. D: Don't wanna talk about it. Bye.
Should I go town now? D:
All we had was just one summer
Two lovers stroling in the park
But like they say the world keeps turning
As the leaves were falling
We should fall apart
Now I'm waiting for the winter,
To build my castle out of ice
And deep inside this massive building
There's a crystal lake of all the tears I cried
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Shapeless Mass
Qian Hui, did I mention, I miss you. Your vague words, blurred face, familiar name. Your not just another person, you existed and it hurts.
Smile, or your just a piece of naked statue. Im helping you.
And maybe someday, you can look back at these emotions which creates memories that shapes your purpose, and smirk knowing, its this that separates us, as humans.
It takes two to lie, one to lie and one to listen
And deep promises is in where and then
Cause you know what i really need
I need more than physicality
So you know how its gotta be
It takes two to lie, one to lie but I'm done listening
If your hearts have finished
Then we're finished.
When the world is falling from under my feet
I'll be found in you still standing
When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
When time and space are through
I'll be found in you.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Blurry
And I miss you like crazy.
Vienna: You cheated on him, whats more, you cheated on me. You lied.
Brooke: Look I can explain...
Vienna: Sis, your an actor, its no wonder you cant feel anymore. I have been living a plot all this while, your plot; your pawn.
Brooke: Look I can explain...
Vienna: Sis, your an actor, its no wonder you cant feel anymore. I have been living a plot all this while, your plot; your pawn.
And I couldn't agree more. If you can find this movie, I applaud you. Confessions of a shopaholic is a movie, haha I couldn't think of anything else. It was funny though the rock game. Inside joke.
Please go away. Please. Its frustrating, being with obnoxious midgets inside. I just wanna quit. How can I do it, if I myself don't believe I have done it. Downright outrageous, why of all mankind. Sought out followers? Mindless creatures. Damn fool. Drunken stupor. This is wrong. Everything rises and fall with a leader. What kind of leader is that. Don't blame me for being selfish. Leave.
Well if you can figure that out, you are a genius. Its coded in a way.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
I'll Choose Lon
I love notebook, awesome plot. Sad story.
You were saying, food poisoning yeah.
Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie. And believe me, truth hurts.
Falling leaves like a blanket at my feet
There's a canopy of stars
And I just miss you like crazy
Suddenly the world's too big
And the hours move too slow
And I just wish that you were holding me near
Seven days, it feels like a year
You whisper through the line
You know I miss you like crazy
So baby can you steal a plane
A boat, the fastest train
You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone
'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permenant Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore
I'm home
I'm home
I won't sleep until you're finally next to me
Can't wait to breathe you in
Don't wanna waste my time dreaming
I just wanna treat your name like a whisper on my skin
And never have to say goodbye again
'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permenant Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore
I'm home
'Cause when I feel you right here close to me
Everything is where it's supposed to be, baby
'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permenant Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore
I'm home
I am home
Yes I am
And I miss you like crazy
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Aw Snap
WHAT AM I DOING HERE?!?! Im suppose to rush out english proposal, do chemistry and draw ridiculous graphs. I need to rant now. Haha. Well, putting work aside
This cracked me up.
Friend 1: So I supposed you " accidentally " found my diamond ring, and you " accidentally " propose to rose with the "accidental " diamond ring.
Friend 2: You see the problem with me is, when people do " " I don't quite understand.
I wanna play aw snap one day, as you know. If you dont know what it is, check it on ellen. I would stand still then run towards my opponent and run around her till the rope tightens around her and then I would happily run to my apple with her behind me. Haha im so smart.
Argh so much work. Im a mugger alright at home.
Yeah better than some failed airport studying, running around from t1,t2,t3 taking skytrain around singapore. And trying to find the never existed orange julias. Oh well, dumb blondes as girlfriend. :D
Anywho,anyhow... I need some fixing up. I've been thinking too hard for literature. And the thing is, once you start thinking deeply, it never stops. I was wondering...
Whilst looking at the road
Thinking how a short span of distance
Could take away something so long term
Something so precious?
And someone who needs a second chance
Could be spending his whole time waiting
Whilst chances are exploited
People who waste their whole time spending
Heroic sacrifices at war
Leaving more than a physical wound
How much more does a solidier have to pay
Than of a coward that run and hides.
Back to work, this miserable yankee here.
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel?
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies,
Disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Sweet Fantasy
I smiled, you smiledWe both had lied
The pain that linger behind
I felt mortified
I inched closer, you backed away
The truth hurts, a lie, worse
You turned and walk
Whisking the pain away
I was mortified
I hid, tried to get away
Into these four walls
I had to help myself
I asked him, he kept silent.
I felt desperate.
The back of my mind
The way out was through?
You pushed, I pulled
Sometimes I fall harder
I was desperate.
I had this amount of hay
Yet you had to bring the saw
Would you just say,
Its just a dream
'Cause I know what you know
But now you're gonna have to take a number
It's okay, maybe one day
But not until you give me my diamond ring
'Cause I don't wanna be one of the boys, one of your guys
Just give me a chance to prove to you tonight
That I just wanna be your homecoming queen
Their poster dream, not one of the boys