Tuesday, March 31, 2009
The Irony Of Life
Did I mentioned? I love her.
God is the necessity of life. The ironic thing is, many fail to see that or grasp that. Lets hope that the irony changes. Thus the native resolution is sickled o'er a pale cast of thought, human mind is corrupted, somehow they do good deeds, ironically motives are being questioned.
Michelle Hamilton had a power packed message, even after listening it 2 times, I still had the "Wawww!" And the amazing thing was, while doing my english work, "O" level distinction in Comprehension, it talked about Borcaray, Philipines. It was where Michelle Hamilton resided in and where God's wonders were. Astounding.
Yes and I was still pondering over the word dyke.
Went to KFC after drama, had a laughing fit whilst reliving our childhood days. Shan't say more because we had weird talks about... btw im lindsay. :D
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes - all you need is one.
Did I mentioned? I love her.
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Pretty Follies
But love is blindAnd lovers cannot see
The pretty follies that
They themselves commit
My mind is troubled, like a fountain stirr;d;
And I myself see not the bottom of it.
Striving to better, oft we mar what's well.
We are truly lovers, run into strange capers.
Prosperity's the very bond of love.
So we profess.
Ourselves to be the slaves of chance
Better three hours too soon than a minute too late.
Travelers must be content.
It is the stars,
The stars above us, govern our conditions
Who says mystery novels don't have shakespeares? And the word lovers is attractive only when shakespeares uses it.
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that
Your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real
Well truth hurts and a lie's worse
How can I give anymore when
I love you a little less than before
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Latika Or Tequila?
Bounce bounce balls. Xiao Qiu Qiu. :D Hahaha, sorry inside joke.
Oh how happy I do look while jumping.
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You can try to pretendYou disguise
You can try to ignore
But your hand just touched mine
Yeah we just touched awkwardly
Was that strange for you like it was strange for me?
We just touched awkwardly
No, i'm not going to let this go
It was like that one time
When i reached over you
And you tried to ignore
When i grazed your left boob
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But we just touched awkwardlyWas that strange for you like it was strange for me?
Yeah we just touched awkwardly
No i'm not going to let this go!
Ne-Yo in da house mate. Peace out home dawg. :) Oh and elearning day became esleeping day. I only did one bio multiple choice. :D Yes and I just put Nat songs in the middle of my pictures.We touched awkwardly. :)
The underground cafe. What a beautiful place. With artificial trees. Hawaii have geniune tress by the way. 
Did I mention, im tryna write in between pictures. Its been hectic these few days. Its chinese tuition tomorrow again. Sigh, she pierces my heart with ink and rattle my bones with pen.
Speaking of bone. I have a problem. Its like some bolt shooting up my right hand anytime. The doc said it was sleeping posture, but I beg to differ. I think its something supernatural happening in me, be nice to me. Or else...
Synergy. Hmmmm, well I had a talk with Mrs Toh. I received lotas of inside information. :D We spoke about Library,Her current form class,Comparisons,C.S Lewis,Christianity. Anything under the sun, if you wanna do well in Os, speak to her.Yes, I can't breathe with no air. Shut up your mouth. In a meanite. :D
Clarabel walked into a glass door. Hi-5 mate. She stepped on my legs. Ran to a dead end. Tried asking for a lift when it was in front of her. You were saying...?
Synergy itself was quite alright. Except the neverending aches shooting out from my court shoes. And the many funny hiccups on the way.
I sat at the V.I.P seat, it ain't the best view. Theres this block of wood that kept blocking my viewing thats why its called a block. Hahahha :D Oh one more thing I've learnt from ushering the V.I.Ps
Long-Suffering, mate.
Monday, March 23, 2009
What's Up
I'm running out of patience'Cos I can't believe what the hell I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That I am feeling
Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Before i lose it get composure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure
Somebody better hold me back You're lucky I know how to act
(So lucky ain't gunna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe ...
V.I.P usher with metalic shoes that welcomes in-grown toenails, and hair yanked up to the ugliest position ever, with minor scratches and a broken smile. At the other side of my pretty cottaged life...
Screw you fool.
Its a crappin' honeymoon year, you ain't giving me face cowboy. Probably thinking im some nutcase trying to hook you up or something, im trying to save your life, miserable onion. One day, you bet your twig ass you gonna thank me. Ruthless yankee. Yaw gonna thank me mate, for bursting your fairytale bubble.
How mortifying this is.
Right on the contray, I found someone that looks like Jordin Sparks. Thats right sistaw. I wish I could like hug Jordin Sparks to sleep or something. Adios for now.
P.S: I vent my anger by writing unique words.
Friday, March 20, 2009
In Every Season
Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong,
But it's alright
The more things seem to change,
The more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.
Girl, put your records on,
Tell me your favorite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Stay with me. Don't leave. Don't change.
Working out is becoming part of my life. Interesting. Eat yaw bus cookies.
Don't give away the end,
It's the one thing that stays mine.
It's the one thing that stays mine.
Monday, March 16, 2009
You'll Never See Me Cry
[Edit] Haha I realise I need to write something in between pictures. I kindah find it quite coolio actually. :) Note I do hate the word chunks,lovers and ointment. Gahh. It just disgust me, don't it disgust you. I guess luminous and cellardoor are rather attractive words. I know random, haha. I got it from communitychannel. Check it out. Its where I got my rather "lame" jokes from.
So...
Is your face necessary?
Speaking of weird. This is. Sleezy. *Winks
Wonderfully taken by Joy. Haha. Im blogging for the sake of blogging. Im pretty screwed up badly. Now my emotions are being confused by yours truly. I have no idea what is happening. No idea. I guess this song express what im going through.I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time
You're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel, the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
But at the same time
You're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel, the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Here are more pictures,
[Edit] By the way, whats with the people calling jordin sparks and kelly clarkson fat or plus size. Go away man. Thick is beautiful quote from nadia. Haha. Sorry for the everytime random post. Whenever I think of something I would just edit and put in. Too lazy to start a new post
Because, remember im trying to write in between pictures. :D
Another random one: Hahaha. I remember Jerome saying to me that his school code was for college, for nation. Hahahaha. :D Sorry.
If sheeps baaa
And cows mooo
How does one stop change.
So heaven meets Earth like a sloppy wet kiss
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest
I don't have time to make this regrets
When I think about the way
He loves us
Went to work out with girlfriend, Le sze and Joanna. But at the same time pang seh-ing my school mates. Then we went to shop, which wasnt much of an accomplishment. Another time perhaps. :D Toodles for now.
Is there anything more than contradictory. Oh the annoyance.
I can't let go
Cause love is so dysfunctional
It leaves me so emotional
It takes me in more but I can't let
Can't let can't let go.
Don't you wanna punch linda kiraly face. Haha I just realised that my post is rather long. :D
Friday, March 13, 2009
Spock
Don't you just love Mr Quinto. :D
This is my definition of weird: Doing something without giving a perfect explanation. Therefore I am weird because I have no perfect explanation for my previous post. But who needs explanations anyway.
Oh I came across a rather interesting video from Ellen. :D
Ellen: Your fans had actually said that they think you should run for office someday
Dolly Patron: I think we have seen enough boobs in the white house.
Speaking of which, teachers do make my day. :D I love my chinese teacher although I do not like the word in front of teacher. Heres a conversation in broken chinese[of course I will write it in english] with Drusie being an extra.
Me: I got a C5 I don't think I would be able to stay in your class as your class can only hold A1 and A2 people. I might drop.
LDM: I cannot lose you.
Me: Awwww.
LDM: You are the most hardworking student in my class.
*Dramatic happiness overwhelms me. Drusie vommits. Oh but who cares, I know I might have work hard under a rather strenous tuition teacher.
But that was unexpected. And rather cheesy as well.
Your faith has shown me that
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move,
Now when I start doubting
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you
Somehow I love this photo. [Note: Im squinting because of the sun] I love the song above, so much meaning. I guess, I needed some of that. :D
Stop speaking through the lines
And say it bluntly
Tired of reading through your smiles
To see the truth behind
This circle of two thats
Leaving me always hoping
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Dilema
I sat down and talked to you. You seem like you understood. But I know you didn't. We talked about politics, about the backstabbing, about the betrayal and how complicated it was. You seem like you understood. But I know you didn't.I talked to you about change while trying to get the answers. You said you took it seriously. But I know you didn't. I gave my honest opinion. You said you took it seriously. But I know you didn't.
I asked you why does things happen this way. You kept silent. But I know you knew the answer. I asked you what's happening. You kept silent. And I know questions are more powerful than answers.
I was there for you when you poured out everything. I understood. But sometimes I fall short. I had to tell you whats going on. I try to understand. But sometimes I fall harder.
I gave you my promise that I won't change no matter what. I was serious. But sometimes change is inevitable. I wanted a straightforward answer. I was serious. But answers might not give me what I really need.
I was afraid of the silence. Yet you kept silent.
I told you about certain things. You said tarry. But do you really understand the need of it. I admitted I was an escapist and needed a reality check. You said tarry. But do you really understand what I am going through.
I may bend but I won't break. I might be hard pressed on every side but I won’t be crushed. I might be perplexed but I’m not in despair. I might be persecuted, but I’m not abandoned, struck down, but not dead.
Do you hear me?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I'll be there
When your eyes are dry from cryingAnd the world has turn silent
When all the clouds have all departed
I'll be right here with you.
Drained.
I wanna scream it all out.
But who is there
[Edit, I put in the class picture for sec 3 camp, took it from Ying Lin's blog :D]
But inside I knew
Deep in the bottom were secrets
I thought I could try to ignore
Old ghosts in my corridors
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Heroes
We call a cancer bad, they would say, because it kills a man; but you might just as well call a successful surgeon bad because he kills a cancer. It all depends on the point of view.C.S Lewis
What is bad, what is good? The outburst of emotions? Maybe I've underestimated myself, given myself a rope when all I need was a thread. Thunderstorms have brought me to my senses, brought me to the past oceans I have survived, brought me to God.
"A lot of stars like to stay here (Singapore) too. There's no paparazzi. When I walk down Orchard Road with Gong, nobody notices."
David Gan [He cracked me up when he said nobody notices]
And this trial is really hard, can't you see that there im dying right here. Come back and cure me. [daddy yankee]
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
And I feel like a newborn child
Everytime I get a chance to see you smile
It's that complicated
I was so jaded
Friday, March 6, 2009
Campus Rage
Ahoy there. So many many many things happened during camp. So many funneh and spastic things happened. Haha, I'll just give you guys a brief summary.I'll certainly miss Eunice roaming around the campsite, 2 am in the morning saying she is hungry and went bunk to bunk to ask for food. Haha.
I wanna watch finish the shutter movie, although mostly all the girls broke down while watching.
Miss Goh threatened to squirt soya bean milk at me and accidentally did it. She went frantic and started using tissue to wipe my whole body clean.
Pravin is a dog. [inside joke, tee hee]
I will miss camp although it was quite tiring and I kinda fell sick, and vomitted all over the place, sadly Miss Goh had to clean up after me. Went to the sick bay, inside was alison and we were locked in.
I successfully crossed the dead[red] sea, haha sorry inside joke, and went on board the noah's ark. Awesome.
I fell down zillions of times, because my shoe has no grip.
While playing the game, I stuffed the pomelo into my mouth but regretted it when I swallowed the seeds. I practically spat it out into the dustbin.
Played badminton with O That, my brother, Milicent, girlfriend and I. :D Okay I needah sleep. Adios for today.
Jerome wants me to work at bedok interchange to be a flyer lady. Wow. :D Jobb
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Internal bleeding
Hi scandalousCalled in sick - Drenched in the rain; first with a broken umbrella shared by my friend and I, whilst trying to protect our precious document in our enormous harversack.
Secondly, ran in the rain in a bright pink shirt, amidst the blurry foggy night, if you were really observant, you might see a pink dot flickering; first thought a mad dog? No its me.
THIRDLY, was on the bus with a friend. And it started raining, I thought it was hailstones. ): I just happened to get off the bus and it started raining heavier. Time to walk in the rain again. This time like a mad school girl la.
NOOOOOOO, I THINK IM GOING TO DIE. Booohoo. :( I can't, no I can't be sick before sec 3 camp which is gonna be a bomb. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... Dev Patel is Pravin + Mr Rashidi. :)
If I gave you as much as a wink,
Would you give me as much as a smile.
Dear friend,
The heart can beat the hate [I always love that song]
Stay strong. ^^
:D
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
You'll be right here with me
P.S: Camp is tomorrow! :) [Edit note]